Hi

So...I'm thinking maybe I'll start blogging again. I had started a different angst-ridden blogsite all about the torment of my life this days, but torment gets old. I think I lasted a week.

Those of you few peoples who read this--some of you know what's been going on in my life and inspired the pain-filled posts of lo, many months ago. Some of you don't. I don't know how much of that info I'll be posting here, if any, but I will be honest about things and not cover up with Oh, life is fabulous posts unless that becomes true.

That being said, life is better. I did hit rock bottom a few months ago--truly rock bottom, as in Hello God, what do I now?--and that was AFTER the worst of it. Because I wasn't even talking to God there for a while, since I figured I wasn't worth it. The silver lining in it all is that I finally admitted how very broken I've been for a long, long time, and I've been getting the help that I should have sought out years ago. So although life is still filled with uncertainty and a good bit of pain, I am personally in a better place than I have been...gracious, I don't since when. Not that I don't have my bad days.

And now I'm blathering. So anyhow, hi. Maybe, if you haven't given up on this blog entirely, you could drop in and say hello back from time to time...